babygirl

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:33:52 GMT

Moving to flirtylooks! Add me there! :)

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:19:05 GMT

This video helps keep me going. I love it so much. :)

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:30:34 GMT

I can feel a serious cold coming on. From the lack of sleep, it doesn't surprise me. I just hope I can stop it before I become miserable. Being on your period and having a sinus cold, really sucks. :(

Does anyone have a user name they aren't using? I want to move and start fresh. :) I plan on moving to a different user name sometime this week so watch out for it.

I miss him so much. Both of them.

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 03:52:21 GMT

I'm apartment searching and I found 2 amazing ones I would LOVE moving into. They're both so cute and perfect and cheap! :) I was figuring out my income and all that (if I were to get a job, blah blah) and if I was paying the rent by myself, I'd still have plenty of money to be comfy with. 1 & 2. Both in Des Moines so I'm not too far from my mom, lmao but far enough to get away from her & my siblings. As soon as Allan and I got a job (he's going to live with me, of course.), we'd be living so comfortably. My mom offered to pay for internet and electricity (the building owner pays for water, sewer and garbage & don't need a land line phone since I have my cell.). My mom also pays for my insurance but as soon as I get a new car that has cheaper insurance, I will take them over. Yeah, my mom is an amazing woman, she really is.

All of this has become such extra motivation for me. I need to find a job before I get way ahead of myself, lol. But this whole thing is keeping me positive and happy. I really like the idea of spending my future with Allan.. :)

Hope all is well. <3

Holy shit, panic attack. Growing up is fucking scary. I'm terrified. And, going through it all with a s/o doesn't make it better, just more scarier... cause it seems like forever. I don't know if it's what I want but than again it is. I know I gotta grow up sometime and the feeling's gonna always be the same but wow, it's overwhelming. :\ I guess it's just change, though.. not growing up. I don't know, I'll stop now. :)

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:42:00 GMT

I am DYING for a cigarette and a deluxe, fries & a milkshake from Dick's. I can get the cigarette, no problem but I'm pretty sure Dick's is closed and it's so far from me. :( But Saturday, I get some! :)

And, some sex wouldn't hurt but I gotta wait a month or so for that.

i miss this kid more than i can express.

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:57:26 GMT

this is probably one of my most favorite pictures, ever, of me. i think i look so cute and so happy. :)

first kiss of the new year! :)

always will be one of the best nights of 2008. i don't think anything will be able to beat it. seeing my little sister drunk = hilarious. us being drunk and actually getting along = unbelieveable. altogether, the greatest night.. probably ever. until my wedding day.

p.s. i fight fire with fire. i'm not jealous anymore, bb but i know you are. ;)

fo, ctba :]

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 01:54:22 GMT